I fucking feel used. I feel like a substitute for peoples entertainment. i feel like people use to get threw with some shit then stop wanting to have anything to do with me unless they are bored. I feel like few people in this world actually genuinely say like lets hangout with brandon, or want to get to know me. Im just some fucking idiot to everyone else. Someone to fill the gaps for others. someone whos true worth is rarely thought about and when i cant do the job they say fuck you and fucking leave me, and dont care about how i feel about it or i tried my best so u know what my confindence my cheer my wanting to accomplish anything and true skills were all ruined and fucking kicked into the ground and spat on. So fuck this and fuck those who look to do the same